Friday, January 11, 2008
drama drama drama
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dati nung bago ako magmove dito sa pilipinas from u.a.e para i-continue ang studies ko, i felt really happy because i would be living on my own from then on. wala ng sesermon sakin, wala ng makekealam sa mga ginagawa ko, "isn't life so perfect without parents?", sabi ko pa sa sarili ko. si papa ang kasama kong umuwi dito nun. umuwi siya para i-build na yung bahay namin. after 5 months, natapos na ang pinatayo nyang house, then bumalik na siya sa u.a.e. para magtrabaho na ulit. naiwan na kami ng kapatid ko dun sa province, ung aunt ko who is my mom's sister ang nagaalaga samin. at first, i thought madali and masaya ang walang kasamang magulang. days turned to weeks, and weeks turned to months, only then did i feel how it was to be alone. from then on naging introvert na ko. i started to feel uncomfortable mingling with other people. i've secluded myself from other people's company, because i'm better left alone. dun din ako naanoy sa little sister ko kasi sobrang kulit nya. natural bata. at dahil immature pa din ako nun, i hated her so much. nung grumaduate ako ng highschool and ung sis ko grumaduate ng kindergarden, umuwi si mama para kunin ung kapatid ko. since i decided to study here in manila, parang na-de-ja-vu ako ulit. naiisip ko nanaman na "yes!" tuluyan ng walang manenermon sakin kasi malalayo narin sa tita ko. hehe. ewan ko ba kung bakit i hate being reprimanded so much, maybe because i was a lot nicer than the usual kids around me. :D
then un, college gave me a blast. i got rid of my beig anti-social because of real friends that started to come my way. and sumali pa ko sa isang choral-performing group. akalain mo un?! ako?! nakasali sa ganun?! hehe.. pero despite all of these, malungkot parin ako, kasi hindi ko kasama ang family ko. once a year ko nalang sila makasama tuwing uuwi ang isa sa kanila kasama kapatid ko, nung june last year lang nangyari un, na nakasama ko silang tatlo, umuwi sila because my dad was sick with kidney stones kaya inuwi nila dito para dito nalang siya magpagaling.dito din nagcelebrate ng birthday ung kapatid ko last july, i got really drunk that time kaya hindi ko nacontrol emotions ko, i cried so much to my mom, wanting to tell her how much i was so happy to be with them, pero hindi ko parin nasabi un, iyak lang ako ng iyak habang niyayakap nya ko. problema ko din kasi, hindi ako expressive na tao, i wanna let them know how much i miss them and love them, pero something unknown seems to deter me in doing so. kaya ayun. ewan ko ba kung bakit ko naishare ito sainyo ngayon. nakapakinig lang ako ng malungkot na piano music, naisulat ko na ito. hehe. gusto ko lang naman malaman nila na mahal na mahal ko sila kahit hindi ko ito maiparamdam. na ginagawa ko ang lahat para lang hindi ko sila bigyan ng sakit ng ulo, at para masuklian ang mga paghihirap nila sa pagtatrabaho. un lang. . . haay ang lungkot. midterms na kasi. kainis!
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
D-Wars


Sunday, January 6, 2008
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Break
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Bye People!!



Movie junkie i am, these are the DVDS i bought since the start of this semester!! Im bringing all of them home!
So there they are.
My bus leaves at 11:15 PM so i gotta go people! im gonna miss all o' you! i'll be back after the holidays. And please comment on my previous post too. hehe. Take Care Y'all. Happy Holidays!! :D
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Short Post
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Update [Posted: December 22, 2007]




One of my bestfriends, Ranie, had his 21st birthday yesterday, the 21st. but celebrated it just this afternoon at his girlfriend's house, our ka-berks as well. And phew! Until now i still feel bloated after eating a lot. Here are the pictures:
here's the debutant blowing his candles after making his wish hehe.
here's me blowing the candle. i requested them to let me blow too because the last time i blew candles on my birthday cake was soo ages ago!! Late birthday treat! :D
here's the pack! :D
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Yehy! :D
The Search for 12 Teriyaki Boys in a paper placemat!
Mitch trying to locate the Teriyaki Boys
My Order, forgot the name! Haha, but its deeeelicious!
Here's Mitch's . Forgot the name too but it was delicious just the same! :D
Hanged-out at Fully-Booked after watching "The Golden Compass".
Took a picture of her while we were resting.
Below is us.
The End! :D
Saturday, December 8, 2007
Tagged!
Since i've nothing to write about and my birthday's comin soon, i think ima do this tag.
_*What to do:
1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).
3. Pick your month of birth.
4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.
5. Write or give comments how or why.
6. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.
7. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve done it!
I was born on the 15th of December on the year 1988, which makes me 18, but soon to be 19! So here are the traits for the month of December:
Loyal and generous: Yes and Yes. If you're my friend, i mean a really good one, expect some intense fidelity from me. Generous? Very much. I really really love to help people especially the needy. But sometimes helping could be dettered because i am not rich, and i promise that if i become one, expect me to help eleviate poverty from this 3rd-world country.
Sexy: No. Haha. Im not really an uber vain person.
Patriotic: No. im not very proud of our country because of its present status.
Active in games and interactions: No. Im a very boring person and i hate interactions. im pretty much of an introvert.
Impatient and hasty: Yes. I really hate waiting, queues, and timely activities.
Ambitious: Yes. I dream of doing a lot of things.
Influential in organizations: Not that much because i kinda lack those leadership traits.
Fun to be with: If we're really close, yes, but if not, then NOT! hehe
Loves to socialize: No, as i said earlier, im pretty much of an introvert.
Loves praises: Yes. Alleluia. Hehe
Loves attention: No. I dont really like it when im being mentioned in a crowd.
Loves to be loved: Yes and No. I love the people who loves me, but not to the extent of uber mushy-ness.
Honest and trustworthy: No, not very much honest. Im pretty a liar myself. Trustworthy, yes. Your secrets are safe with me, like a vault in a bank.
Not pretending: Im pretend a lot and i kinda lie a lot. Hehe
Short tempered: I used to be, but i think i already know how to control it.
Changing personality: Yes, i can be funny and serious at times depending on my mood. Im pretty moody myself.
Not egotistic: Yes, im not. Honest.!
Take high pride in oneself: No. Im the nicest person on earth. If you've made me mad, just tell me your sorry then thats over.
Hates restrictions: Yes. Im a person who knows what his doing most of the time.
Loves to joke & Good sense of humor: Yes. Yes. Heheh. Usually corny at times, but who cares?!
Logical: Yes. I dont really view things in a really complicated way. Life is simple.
The Months and their corresponding Traits:
JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
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Im not tagging anyone this time. So feel free to tag yourself if you read this. :D
Sunday, December 2, 2007
Another Text Messaging Service
Haha, i found this in front of a public school yesterday and i just wanna share it with you guys. Its kinda unfair because this service is only for the Elementary and High School. Wish there was also a service like this for us college students as well. Hehe.